Sermon
Is This Only a Test?
June 29, 2008/Year A, Ordinary 13
Genesis 22: 1-14
A lot of people read Genesis 22 and are appalled. Just what kind of God would demand a human sacrifice? This seems more in keeping with the character of some strange Aztec deity than the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ.
Not me. By now I take this aspect of the story in stride. Three times we have entrusted our firstborn son to the Almighty and to human hands wielding sharp objects. Three times our firstborn son has been laid out--on a gurney, not an altar--only to receive him back. We’ve learned that no sooner does God give us offspring than God demands them back.
You’ve learned that lesson too, even if you’ve never darkened the door of a pediatric surgeon. Remember last week’s epistle lesson? “Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptized into his death? Therefore we have been buried with him by baptism into death, so that, just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, we too might walk in newness of life.”
That’s right. When you presented that preciously bald baby boy or girl for a drop or two of Presbyterian H2O on their smooth little heads, you handed them over to God, so that that person they might become if left to their own devices would be drowned. You gave them back to God so that they wouldn’t merely grow up, but that, by the power of God, they would be raised up, to newness of life now, and eternal life in the age to come.
Eddie Money once sang, “Hold on loosely/But don’t let go/If you cling to tightly/You’re gonna lose control,” and Sting sang, “If you love somebody set them free,” and even Elvis had a hit titled “Return to Sender.” Both the Word of God in this morning’s Old Testament reading and the Sacrament testify that no sooner do we hug them and wrap them up tight than we begin a lifelong practice letting them go, and entrusting them to God. At this point I get that.
What’s hard for me to get is that it’s this particular child that God wants returned. “Go, and I will make a great nation of you. To your offspring I will give this land. In you all nations shall be blessed,” the Lord said to Abraham in Genesis 12. It’s religion in its classic form. If you obey my voice, there’s a reward in it for you, a reward only I can bestow. Abram trusted the promise, and obeyed the word of the Lord. And God in turn kept God’s promise. His wife Sarah conceived and bore a son. That was good news for Abraham and for every nation who would learn to call on his God by faith. Because God was faithful, all peoples might find a blessing in Israel, this miraculous people of faithful obedience.
Now God has said “Go” once again, but this time God’s command turns religion on its head. “Go to Mount Moriah, and offer (your only son Isaac, whom you love) as a burnt offering.” This time around God has pitted obedience and the reward against each other. If Abraham obeys, the reward will be destroyed; God’s promise nullified.
The dilemma in Genesis 22 is the same as the one Satan raises in his conversation with God about Job. Does Abraham, like Job, serve God for naught? Does Abraham trust in God’s promises more than God himself? Does Abraham cherish the gifts more than the Giver? God wants to know. So God subjects Abraham to an awful test in order to find out. What’s it going to be, Abraham? Is obedience its own reward? Or are you in it for the payoff? Can I really trust you with this child and with this mission to bring a blessing to all nations?
As one author has observed, it’s still an open question at this point. Abraham has demonstrated a profound faith in uprooting himself and his family and making this journey to Canaan in the, some would say, wild hope that he at this late hour be given offspring enough to fill and possess it. And, Abraham has demonstrated a profound recklessness too, giving his wife up to Pharaoh’s harem in order to save his own skin, concocting schemes to acquire children apart from trusting God to make both he and Sarah fertile, and at one and especially bitter point falling on his face in laughter at the prospect of becoming a father. So God devises a test that asks, “Will the real Abraham please stand up?”
How about you and me? Why are we here Sunday in and Sunday out? Is it fire insurance? Is it because our friends are all here? Is it habit? God knows we’ve given the Almighty mixed messages. God wants to know. And God’s gonna find out.
And that’s what’s so troubling to me about this scripture. I don’t know about you, but my service to the Lord is less than 100% pure. Of all the parts of the Lord’s Prayer, maybe the one I pray most urgently is “Lead us not into temptation,” because I’d hate to be put in a situation like Abraham’s where I had to choose between God and God’s blessings.
We are an older congregation, and God knows you’ve been tested before. You’ve been off to war, and lived to tell about it. You’ve been fired, laid off, and have had to lay to rest friends and loved ones before their time. You’ve raised kids by yourself, and sat alone at the kitchen table, perplexed, worried, dumbfounded. You deserve a break. But I have to warn you by pointing out that Abraham was 100 years old when God subjected him to this test. The biggest test of your life may be yet to come.
Teachers get their pupils ready for final exams by subjecting them to pop quizzes along the way. Self-examination can do the same thing for us. We test and try and subject ourselves to our own scrutiny and the scrutiny of others, so that secret faults can be detected and corrected, and blemishes touched up before they are subject to the light of day—that being The Day of the Lord.
Next week we are celebrating Holy Communion, and the Apostle Paul reminds us that gathering at the Lord’s Table is an opportunity to examine ourselves, both individually and corporately. You who are on the outs with each other, take this week to be reconciled. You who have left some important things unsaid, say them this week.
Abraham passes the test. He serves God for naught. Our narrator records no anguished handwringing in the tent. No tears shed. No bargaining. There is just a staccato string of verbs that testify to Abraham’s immediate and unequivocal response to the command. He rose early in the morning. He saddled his donkey. He rounded up two servants. He split some wood. He rousted Isaac out of bed, and they headed for the hills around Mount Moriah.
And note his reply to his son’s poignant question, a reply that is more than an artful dodge, but is a stirring confession of faith and a dramatic turning of the tables. “God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering, my son.” Abraham doesn’t know how this head-on collision between God’s command and God’s promise can be avoided, but he boldly confesses that God can and will do something about it. And in making this confession, the onus is now on God to maintain the integrity of all God’s words, both the commandments and the promises. This started out being a test of Abraham’s faith. Now God is being tested. Will God be as faithful as Abraham has been?
The good news is Yes. God is faithful. God provides. God stays Abraham’s hand and provides a lamb stuck in the thicket for a sacrifice. Not only does God test, subjecting our lives to the fire that burns away the dross and lets what is precious shine through, God provides the way out of the testing so that we can endure it. We may emerge from our encounters with God with singed eyebrows and sooty cheeks, but we emerge for the better, refined and purified.
Let me say a little bit about my own experience of testing and provision. For a while now, God has been saying to me “Go,” maybe not as clearly as God said to Abraham, “Go,” because it was easy to chalk up my desire to pursue graduate studies to nostalgia for school that blows in with the first cold front of the fall. But this past year the word “Go” was harder to ignore.
So while Abraham rose in the morning, saddled his donkey, and split wood, I took the GRE. I researched graduate schools. And we were drawn to Union Seminary in Richmond because it’s Presbyterian, and because the community seemed to have some unique opportunities for educating both of our boys. I applied, and I was accepted.
And then the test began. The financial aid package was less than I hoped for. Some of the educational opportunities for our sons fell through. Leads I had on part-time ministry evaporated. All this right before I went to Iona. It was a lousy time to leave the country, with our future up in the air.
But it was providential. It takes a full 24 hours to reach Iona. An overnight flight to Glasgow, a three hour train ride from Glasgow to Oban, a 45 minute ferry ride from Oban to the island of Mull, a 45 minute bus ride across Mull (which I doubled because I got on the wrong bus and went to the other end of the island), and finally a ten minute ferry from Mull to Iona. By the time I was seated in the abbey church for evening worship, I was exhausted.
Sitting there, surrounded by these large, old stone walls, I remembered another story from the book of Genesis, about Abraham’s grandson Jacob, who, fleeing from the wrath of his brother Esau, took a stone for a pillow and went to sleep one night. I thought to myself, “I’d love to put my head against one of these stones and go to sleep too,” but then I remembered the rest of the story, about how Jacob dreamed he saw a ladder to heaven, and heard God’s promise to be with him on his journey, and how Jacob awoke in fear, saying, “God was in this place and I did not know it!” And I sat bolt upright in my chair, because it seemed like for me too, God was in this place, this abbey church on the island of Iona, and I’d almost missed it.
The rest of the week, it seemed as though every prayer, every sermon, and every responsive reading in every worship service was literally screaming at me the words, “Do not be afraid.” We went on a pilgrimage around the island, a seven mile hike across rock strewn hills, and by the shore, and our guides would stop periodically and read little devotional pieces to us, and they were all about the journey into the unknown that is discipleship. I had a short conversation with a man named Dan, from Finland, who out of the blue said, “If you’re at a crossroads in life, coming to Iona gives you the courage to make the changes you otherwise wouldn’t make.” By the end of the week I’d gotten the point.
Abraham and Jacob were both great hagglers and didn’t shrink from bargaining with God. Jacob said, “If you keep me safe on this journey, then I will serve you and give you a tithe.” So by the end of the week I said, “OK, God. I’ll do this for you, provided you provide for me and my family.”
God tests and God provides. Making this change in my life at this time makes no real financial or logistical sense for us. That’s the test. But God has provided. God gave me courage to do this on my journey to Iona. As for food, clothing, shelter and education, I like Father Abraham, can only say, “The Lord will provide,” although I think it’s a bit easier to say that to a little boy than it is to your in-laws. “You’re going to do what with my daughter and my grandchildren?” They haven’t said it, but I can see the question floating in their eyes.
But you can’t squirrel away the provision prior to the test. You submit to the test, you set out on the journey, and only then do you discover how God can provide.
God not only provides for me; God provides for you as well. At the end of our Old Testament lesson, Abraham sacrifices the ram that God has provided. In the end, we come to God empty-handed. No sacrifice we make can make us one with God. No offering we can provide, apart from our faithful obedience, is worthy in God’s sight. So God must provide the means by which we can worship God and be reconciled to God.
And God does that in Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is the Word of God in human form. He is God’s command to us in flesh and blood. He is a living and breathing summons to follow him in faithful obedience to the God of Abraham. And, he is also God’s provision for us. He is the sacrifice that makes us one with God, and he is the living hope of what we might all become in God’s good time.
You have questions and anxieties about what happens after the end of July. Change always raises questions and stirs anxieties. But while ministers change and times change and brothers and sisters come and go, Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever. He stands among us, as he always had and will continue to do so, inviting us to step out in obedient faith, and providing the means by which we can stand before God.




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